you know, today i feel fortunate for so many things. my life has it’s positives and negatives like anyone’s, but things are evening out, slowing down, and morphing into that familiar shape i used to carry around in my pocket…its soft and smooth like a stone in your hand that has been floating at the bottom of the sea for decades…i can run my fingers along its edge infinitely.
it’s something to contemplate. the meaning, it’s big, need to think about it.
who do you want to be?
i want to be a woman that loves herself. a woman that tempers selfishness and selflessness. a woman that is remembered for the beauty that she saw in the people and places that she loved.
what do you want to be?
alive…more than anything else. owning every moment of this beautiful life. open mind, open arms, open heart. love…real. its all i can be.
how do you want to be?
full of passion, the passion to never fear the future, the passion to process that i am organic, the passion to embrace what i love. there is no other way, my mind does not process life’s challenges with out passion.
“When we have once seen happiness shining on the face of a person we love, we know that there can be no other vocation for a human except to bring this light into the faces which surround us…and we are torn apart at the thought of the sadness and night which, by the very fact of being alive, we cast into the hearts we meet.”
I really think that Camus was a tortured soul, but that is just beautiful, it is a synopsis of the human condition. The absolute high we get when we cause joy and the pain we experience at the other end of the spectrum. I am a big fan of the “high” that is for sure.
I am going to attempt to use my powers for good and not for evil. Another try at the blog to share tidbits of information that the rest of the universe may or may not deem useful.